Pause and let go

Im still processing the thoughts and emotions of being in Mexicali for a week, so those blogs will come later. But now that Im back into my old lifestyle, of going to school, finding a job, finding money, looking for a sign I'm doing something right. Something I learned about myself while being in Mexico was how easy it is for me to worry. It's something I have to battle with every single day of my life.

Worry is the opposite of trusting God. It's me saying, I don't know If I trust God. But he did tell me one thing for sure, while I was covered in dirt and sweat. I need to stop worrying.; more specifically, pray. It takes so much off of my back when I stop trying to tell my life what to do, especially when It wont listen to me.... I love the fact that God knows what I don't.